What a tiring day today. My body feel damn weak. Dont know why.
Hmm. Been feeling unwell this few days. Haiz.
Alright. Dance prac was fun.
Happiest thing is, BellaBaby is back in Action! My only partner. Wee~
Met her jer, hug her! I miss her damn much you know. Cant hide it. Haha.
Even though there's still other dancer who can be my partner, but still, she's the best.
Mum love to see her dance. Ader peminat tau. Hehe.
Thought her our new Jawe song.
At around 7plus, she went off. Keluar jer ehk. Haha. Kidding.
Sunday, ader keluaran. Bella also ader. Wee~
Kecoh lagik larh nampak nyer. Haha. No offence people.
Enough about today. Penat penat!
I still dont understand why.
Why must he do this huh?
What wrong did i do again?
Im worried but just that he didnt know.
He told me that he just came back from hospital.
Arnd 11.30am. That is his last msg.
Msg him lots of times, yet he didnt reply.
Cal him lots of times, yet he didnt answer. Neither a call back.
argh! What should i do now?
Bare in mind. I wont let you off. Grr.
I Love you too much! And i miss you soo damn much!
Not to forget, happy 5monthsary hubby! :(
Forgotten isit? Hmm.
That's all for today.
Sayonara.
uyuni hanarikki.
♥ Happy 5monthsary hubby!
13 November 2009
♥ Masihkah Kau Mencintai Diriku?
10 November 2009
Will be going out with sis tomorrow. But no sure to where. Hmm. Still planning.
This coming Saturday, she will be having a reunion with her fellow ex-schoolmates.
Ohh, I miss kak Noraini! Si kak Jambu tu. Haha. Me? Im not sure yet.
Currently doing nothing. Im upset with myself.
Am i being too harsh? Im not suppose to do that. Aku ikotkn perasaan sangat.
Sedih ader, marah ader. But his words really hurts me alot. I just dont wanna say it.
Be patience, huda! Hmm. Like i said im too stress. Until i cant control my own temper.
Im sorry Bi about what happen just now. Seems like you treat them better than me.
My tears drop when you said, im nobody to you. I wanna ask him out this Saturday, but before i say it to him, he already told me that he's going out with someone else. Haiz.
Argh! And my sickness is back. I wont even touch the food or eat until he's okay with me.
Im sorry, bcoz this what im use to be. Hmm.
No matter what Bi, I still love you. And forever will. I dont care what people wanna say, bcoz this is my life. And my happiness. Close both ears.
I always had the feeling of being scared whenever i heard his name. I dont know why.
Is it bcoz of what he had done to me. Im just too scared. I dont wish to tell family about this.
Wait until the time comes. When the time is right. Told sis about it. And she was like fucking pissed off with that fellow. Can please at least they understand what sis feel. Please dont force her. This is her future. I dont wish her future to be ruined. But im happy to have a sis like her. Who is always strong. And always trying to cheer me up. Wee~
People always trying to take advantage. I dont know to who i should tell this.
Im lonely! Too stress and too upset. Dissapointed in myself.
That's all for today. I have got nothing more to update.
Will continue tomorrow again.
Sayonara.
uyuni hanarikki.
♥ HubbyKuz Omar
09 November 2009
I MISS HUBBY SOO MUCH!!
I LOVE HUBBY TOO MUCH!!
No one can again win my heart other than him.
